I hate myself....
Why people can pursue wat they wan in life.. and wat abt me? sitting on the bed thinking about my future but being restricted by so many things..
who am i living for? what is my own goals?

I have been sitting in the middle of the fence... I love and i hate.. Why they don understand?? i need space.. i know what i am doin for myself. i know what i can or cannot.. I know what is best for me. I know and i will take up the responsibility. Jus give me the space.. I'm not a three year old kid anymore..

I'm a young adult... Someone that pursue and dream of their own future.. Let me experience myself will u? stop holding me back as if i'm a little kid.. I had enough of these.. the care and concern i can understand but too protective will make things worst.. every child will have different way of teaching not what u believe is good for ur kid and u just do ur way.. This wont work...

I WANT TO BE ALONE.. AND LEAVE ME ALONE...

Turn your life around @ 6/24/2009 09:00:00 PM¸¸.·´°¤

* Dee i'm always here

Turn your life around @ 5/19/2009 01:27:00 AM¸¸.·´°¤

加油!!! 加油!!! 诗苡.....

Turn your life around @ 5/12/2009 12:24:00 AM¸¸.·´°¤

All these pics were taken on Thursday 7/5/09... We were invited by Reynold to go for his event.. he is the emcee for that day and can say he really did a great job in hosting it... U ARE GREAT MAN!!!!!

All of us enjoyed ourselves so much.. Dee and Joyce were dancing their hearts out.. it was happy to se them really enjoyed themselves so much.. and we dance on-stop seriously... hehehhe...
DEE U DANCE UNTIL SO SEXY LA!! hehehe

Thanx Reynold[= it's been really nice of u yeah taking care the three of us when dancing hehehe... really appreciate it[[[=

Turn your life around @ 5/10/2009 01:58:00 AM¸¸.·´°¤

Today was a nice day.. hmmm maybe nice maybe not..

I did enjoyed the concert of "CAO MENG"= Grasshopper right now in concert

They came to Singapore to hold this concert.. is damn nice and the dancers were so good.. plus their song were all so classic and pleasant to ear... I really love it a lot.. it may not be my era but they were nice music.. Thanks baby for bringing me to go for this concert.. Though i may not know Cantonese but i still enjoyed those musics...

These few weeks there were alot of things running in my head... i do not know what am i thinking about everything jus went crashing down on me.. i may not be mature enough to think about all these but i am willing to learn & grow from this..

All these may sound crazy and ridiculous for a 19 yr old young adult to think but everyone will go through this don't u? is jus depend on the time itself; a sooner or later thingy... i jus face it earlier than anyone else.

Throughout all the days and nights i have been pondering and askin myself the same questions non-stop.. but eventually i still cant come to an answer.. I wanto take a break of all the questions.. the condition to me is really a big blow.. But does it really matter of the one year difference? U may have ur condition and what about mine???

I have been askig myself what about my own condition?? my life, my heart, my thinking... I'm really confuse... surf alot of questions on the internet. but people's answer may not turn out to be mine.. I need guidance.. I need to seek advice...

PS: AM I READY??

Turn your life around @ 5/10/2009 01:28:00 AM¸¸.·´°¤

To My Precious Wendy:

Dee Dee, since the day i know u in secondary you are always so cheerful and happy-go-lucky..
No one has ever make you cried that much for. I understand when that point of time when he turned and walk away the pain stabbed right into your heart. Moreover, this was your first love..

But Dee must remember, first love will never last. It will hurt now but time will heal. Don't cry or shed any single tears for him as this will only show your weakness.. Learn from it and walk towards your own future. When you know,he is not your future anymore, pick up yourself and walk to the direction where you able to find your own without him. At the mean time think of a bigger picture now. Whenever you fall in love, do remember there is always ups and downs.. k?

KKJs love you more than anything or cos your parents as well.. remember what winson that u too.. hope that does help you abit and allow you to think further.. I love you wendy.. give yourself some time and do eat.. pls.. don torture your own stomach becos of someone that doesn't even worth.. cheers darling..

From
Regge

Turn your life around @ 5/04/2009 12:49:00 AM¸¸.·´°¤

I'M BACK IN SINGAPORE!!!!!!!

Wow, finally i'm back from my 2 and a half months attachment!!! i'm sure everyone miss me rite? hehe JK.. I miss everyone so much la.. have to meet up real soon.. and i will get busy again!!

School starting tml.. and is at 9.00am!! got to wake up early again.. how tired man!! hehe but i cat wait to see all my classmates !!! I MISS THEM ALOT!!

Wendy, Joyce and Kaiwei! i'm back yeah... and i miss the fun i had with u all... planned to go st james last nite but due to my 2 darlings who were so tired that we cancelled it already!! But nvm, there is still next time k? i love KKJs.

Thank Wei Chong for helping me to find ur notes for me[= haha and i nv say will only look for u when i need help huh.. u interpret urself not me!!! hehe Thanks once again[=
Glad to have a wei chong like u =p i mean thank to have a friend like u k?

Ok i shall stop here... will update soon [=

Loves

Turn your life around @ 4/27/2009 01:00:00 AM¸¸.·´°¤

Today was a tiring day... Everyone did not have enough sleep as we were preparing for the charity event.. Yuting and me in charge of the games section as my art wasn't good at all.. I cant draw man.. so i rather go to the games section which i was allowed to do any games i wan with the kids.. They are so cute!!! though they were mute and deaf but they are so adorable.. I was so touch to see them with such a strong determination and talent in drawing.

It was a wonderful experience which i will never had a chance to visit this in Singapore. All of us are too concern and well protected by our own comfort zone. No one knows that at the back of this world there is another story and people who are waiting for our help. I thank god that he gave this chance to me and my frens to visit this orphanage and enable us to learn alot from there.

Anyway, i did my last shopping yesterday... We went to Saigon square, Saigon center, Ben Tinh Market and alot of other places. Hahah i seriously wonder is my luaggage able to contain so many things at one go..

I WILL BE BACK ON THIS COMING SATURDAY!!! I MISS MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS DEARLY!!!!!

Though there is joy and excitement to return back to my hometown, at the same time i feel so unrelectant to go back and leave my vietnam colleagues here.. I wonder on friday what will be doin?

• Crying non-stop
• Hugging one another
• Shaking hands
• Saying Thankful words to each other
• Then Say GOODBYE to them

The days are drawing near, i really don't bear to part with them.... =[
Somehow i really enjoyed myself with all the friends here. It is not easy for me and them to communicate at the first time. But slowly, i learnt their language and speak alittle of Vietnamese. Of cos i learnt how to sing their song too!!!

Oh Gosh i really gonna miss them like hell...

Turn your life around @ 4/21/2009 10:09:00 PM¸¸.·´°¤